~ I never thought of days like these, when I could freely talk to the one, I love the most.
Knowing that she doesn't feel the love for me anymore.
Just messaging like nothing wrong, no bad ever happened.
I am held back from within, I dont wish to scare her away.
I like her holy presence, makes me feel secure.
Makes me believe that good exists in this mean and cruel world.
That there's someone as gracious as her, that can let go of the sins I did.
She talks freely and I love it. :)
I know I cant do anything, just look at her from a distant. Never touch her again.
I can write and Imagine how she is.
My mind is her cage, I dont know if I have the courage or the sanity to free her from it. ~