Feeling Lost

~ I am feeling lost in the amidst of the gloomy world around me,
I feel choked as the days pass by,
I found a new life,
I earned it,
Then why all the gloom ?
Why can't I just push it away,
Ride away onto the highway.
Ride so fast,
That I leave all of it behind.

I go places,
I feel the chaos,
I see people faking smiles,
I see the fear in their eyes,
I see the gloom,
This is not the world I knew,
This is not how its suppose to be.
I feel out of place,
Then I question myself,
Should I just leave to outer space ?

I hear people from a distant,
I fear things, I know I shouldn't.
I try to reach out,
I try to shout,
Where are you my guiding angel,
Where the hell are you ? ~

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