Failed Attempts ~

~ All the failed attempts I make to save this,
All I think of, is your passionate kiss,
Promises that we made,
To be together in sun and shade,
To be together in thick and thin.
Now its just a sick game we play,
I don't care who wins,
I know, I am loosing myself,
I feel that you are too.

No matter how strong you think I am,
I am weak, when I am without you.
I did as you said,
I zoomed out,
I saw myself all alone,
I heard my shout.
That very moment, I realized how much this means to me.
I just wish that we remain we,
Not become you and I,
I try to find out why,
Why I try to know.
I don't see the signs you see,
I just see you and me on a white sand beach,
To your heart I try to reach,
You try to run,
I let you run away,
But you circle round and hold my hand and sway. ~