~ !s the world too kind or am I just loosing my mind ? ~

~ r We ReALLy fREE ? wiTh U.S cOnTrOLLiNg oUr MaJoR eCoNoMy ! wItH aLL oUr MoNeY iN sWiSs BaNk, yEs wE r fREe tO sPit & sHiT aNywheRe, eNjOy uR fReEdOm !! ~

Sometimes ~

Sometimes in life u run out of options,
World seizes to give you a choice.
Ur head is filled with weird voices,
The mind seemlessly wanders,
The heart sulks within,
Reality is a bitch,
Scratches the soul off,
 Penetrates ur skin.
Its a weird game of life,
We try to be limitless,
But its all just a mess.

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~ The way u make me feeL, iS tHe oNLy feeLing whiCh iS rEaL ~
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The unplanned getaways,
Ur forever mysterious ways.
I just wish to swing by,
We all live through days.
Even the years pass by,
I wish to thank you.
For all that you do,
With so much care,
For all that you dare.
I know you do,
These three words are all that I have right now.
Know this too.
We'll fly past this gloomy land,
We'll explore highlands and sand.
I know you feel the heat,
When I sound upbeat,
But I think you have a clue,
Why am I always blue.
Just hang on this crazy ride,
Just be by my side,
We will sail through this.
And experience eternal bliss.


Ps: I love you ~
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Morning Embrace ~

Dim lite at dawn,
Falls on ur face,
It glows just a little.
Like the glow of a distance star.
Ur hands in my hair,
Its lovely, how you embrace.
Even the world,
Makes no noise,
When it encounters ur poise.
I lie beside without a worry,
No place to be at,
N no hurry.
To go,
You lie half asleep,
And we play peek-a-boo.
I wish to seize the moment,
But damn it runs away,
Will try again.
May be some other day.

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~ So many things on my mind, I try to look, But cannot find. ~

~ Great heights attract us, the way up doesn't ~

!LLuSioNisT ~

I sometimes feel like an illusionist would.
I wish to do something,
Only if i could.
Its true sometimes,
I pull it off well, 
People believe it and buy what I sell.
Its intriguing how some create, 
While others enact flawlessly to our tune.
Perfect song of life it is sometimes,
And when the act goes well,
You prepare for the unknown.
Even I dont know what lies ahead.
Is it an illusion that the life that we live,
All the people we love and all that we give.
When and how, it would end I wonder sometimes,
Will the end be an illusion too ?

Free to be me.
On u I rely,U accept me when I am rite,
When I am wrong u deny.With u I share my dream,
With u I share my world,
U r near even when u r a world apart.
U've made days fun,Travels with u I miss the most.
U're the best guide and the Host.
I've seen you made a junk metal run.
But u're always on my mind.
When I travel or take a drag,Of that flavored hookah.
Sipping beer cracking jokes.
Oh damn ! I miss you the most !!

StRaNge LiFe ~

Whom U love,
Loves someone else,
Life is so full of parody,
Someone loves you with true heart,
But, we wait for them to leave,
Then, grieve.
The vicious circle never tends to end,
Its a trap,
Makes life so full of crap.
The worst part is, you know it all,
Still cant stop the fall.
Strange thing called life.
So strange.
People close to your heart,
Live so far away,
Happens with everyone in different ways.
Helpless clutches of distance engulfs us,
Oh what the fuck,
Why so much fuss !!

Devil Inside ~

Wounds that never heal,
Feelings that I seize to feel.
Only scripts I can scribble,
Its an innocent world to me.
No outsider betrayed me,
As my own ones have,
Am still unhurt,
Untouched from the bad,
I have gone thru the worst.
I pretend to know my kin's,
My sins,
I've met my foes,
Like no one does !
I am no saint, neither m I evil,
Just as devil as anyone else !
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~ M aLwaYs wiD u iN mY miNd, I kNow u're tHere bUt I cAn neVeR finD. juSt stAy heRe, bE by mY siDe, I knOw u cAn but wAnNa hiDe. rEmembeRinG thAt fiRst biKe riDe, whEn u wEre sCarEd n hELd me tigHt ~
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Little Joys of Life ~

Was taking a stroll,
In a nearby park,
It was getting dark,
Saw something cute.
As I walked a lil near,
It ran away in fear,
It was a kitten new born.
I looked around n found.
Mom cat looking at me with all the scare,
I still bend down to hold it,
It was all I could ever dare. :)
It was scared,
N ran me down the memory lane.
Similar fear we all experience,
When we fly away from home.
To a foreign land,
Working hard,
Making our stand.
We all keep striving hard,
I walked away with a smile :)
The heart was filled with joy.
Life in little things is what we miss,
Behind computer screens,
And just wish the cubicals we sit in,
Could scream at us, to leave.


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Lost ~

Why r u always lost ?
Like the frost on the ice,
As the winter's dawn.
Like life's spice,
As we grow.
Like that fresh dew,
On the grass of the lawn.
As the sun rises with its scorching heat.
And those wrinkles on that left over bed sheet.
Lost like the smile of a child,
When the toy is lost.

Why ?
I try to find.
The key to my mind,
Which is locked with ur thought,
When u're lost. ~


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P.S ~ I LOVE YOU ~

I said I love you,

You asked me, why ?

I said I love you,

You asked, how much ?

I replied,

As much as the,

Stars in the sky,

As much as the,

Mountains are high.

You smiled and said that I am lying,

You didn't know, you were the one,

That kept me smiling,

When you played with my hair,

With all the care,

That you did.

You don't have a clue,

If you're not around,

My world turns blue.

P.S ~ I Love You ~

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~ Sadness, accumulates like sand, drowns u in itself like quicksand ~

Smokey Dim Lites Lit ~

Smokey dim lites lit,
The wide view of the ocean,
The waves came and hit.
They touched our feet,
As they were waiting long, to meet.
The view was divine,
With ur touch, Oh ! so fine.
As we sat n gazed the view,
Our worries were few.
No tensions in our mind,
No worry of leaving the place,
To be somewhere new.
N meet some people kind.
We slowly dispersed into outer space,
To a place,
Above and beyond !
As the smokey dim lites lit.
And the waves of ocean hit.

Listening to Our Favorite Song ~

Listening to our fav song,
I think of you,
I try to be strong.
Tame my wanderlust mind,
Peace I try to find.
Can't stop it,
Nothing seems to sooth,
Nothing distracts the anchored thoughts.
U're in it like a clot,
An un-erasable dot.
I know u hear it too,
U have someone to hug.
Someone to lean on.
N I know u're long gone.
Listening to our fav song !

Paper White ~

As I look at the paper white,
There's so much that I wanna write,
So much I have inside,
I want to say,
I miss u,
Kiss U on the forehead,
Hug away all your fears,
Wipe out the tears.
I just look at the paper white,
And wait for the moment right !!

Mind's Prisoner ~

I think I've let her go,
Its hard, I know.
I write, n wish it reaches her,
Its not even her I want now,
Its my minds own way to torture me,
I am its prisoner,
Can just wish to be free.

Like !n Movies ~

It was just like in movies,
Picture perfect,
What if no one captured it on 70mm lens,
It was all soo real and so dense.
Evry moment was a perfect take,
And so perfect, watch u everyday,
As I wake.
Watching u sleep.
As you turn and peep.
That smile on your face,
The just woke up look,
Oh so darn cute.
It was just like in movies,
So darn cute.
You'd just talk at times,
I'd hear you speak,
I just wished to hear you,
While I stayed mute.

Life's Learnings ~

As I've grown,
I've learnt,
U can't write everyday,
Sometimes can't interpret,
What ur heart wants and say.
The destination is one,
But different ways.
Always walk,
The road less traveled.
Don't go on what people talk.
Always do what ur heart wants.
Its the only thing that keeps u alive,
Nothing else can replace it,
Nothing else can help u survive.
Life's what they call a "human race",
And the world is just a big stage,
With no pit stops,
And no props.
To change or refuel ur car,
No tigers trapped in a cage.
Just have to match up the pace.
With some bruises and some scars.
You've got to compete,
Even if it looks bizarre !

More than a Friend ~

With u I'm free,
Free to be me.
On u I rely,
U accept me when I am rite,
When I am wrong u deny.
With u I share my dream,
With u I share my world,
U r near even when u r a world apart.
U've made days fun,
Travels with u I miss the most.
U're the best guide and the Host.
I've seen you made a junk metal run.
But u're always on my mind.
When I travel or take a drag,
Of that flavored hookah.
Sipping beer cracking jokes.
Oh damn ! I miss you the most !!

~ U're sMiLe iS doPe, It geTs me hiGh ! iTs fiLLeD wiTh hOpE n, Takes aWay aLL mY siGh. I juSt wiSh u kEep iT oN, EvEn wHen I aM LoNg goNe. ~

To Be A Child Once Again ~

I want to go back the memory lane,
Fall of the bicycle,
And feel that sweet pain,
I wanna race the streets,
Want all mom cooked treats.
Skin my knees,
Climb up the trees,
Eat fresh fruits,
Walk on tree roots.
I wanna go back the memory lane,
Bath in the tube well,
Now, life become so mechanical,
Just a living hell !!
I wanna go back the memory lane,
Have my window seat in an airplane,
Fly like birds in the sky,
No fear in the eyes.
I wanna go back the memory lane.

~ I sAw a dreAm oF yOu, iN iT wE LAy oN thE gRounD, wAtcHeD tHe sKy tuRniNg bLue, I woKe uP tO a sOuNd, nD reaLiZed u weRe nOt aRouNd ~

Wicked Mind ~

Crooked ways of wicked mind,
Its cruel in its own way,
N one of its kind.
A breeze of memoirs it gushes thru,
All I know is,
It is in search of you.
It seeks an adrenaline rush I assume,
Entire mind space it consumes.
The mind hallucinates ur presence,
Crooked mind leaves the senses with no choice.
Ears hear ur sweet voice,
The nose senses ur fragrance,
The skin shivers for the touch,
The eyes presume they see you,
But the heart knows,
Its a mirage,
Too good to be true.

Loving You ~

Loving you is like kissing a rose,

A feeling which only you can arouse.

For somethings in life you can never rule,

Like a summer scorching noon,

Sensuous lips,

And a lonely moon,

Like waves singing rhythmic tunes.

Life looks empty without your presence,

Like a line of poem without essence.

When you were near,

Life was dear,

Now you are apart,

Far n distant from the heart.

Far n apart,

Such distant words,

Like distant chords.

My love is true,

Like fresh winter mornings,

And the morning dew.

Just wish to stay forever with you,

Together forever and never apart,

May be in distance but always in our hearts.

Regret..

Things that I regret,

Like long lost bet,

Now its done,

I lost for sure,

I don't know who won.

I linger for more,

And the whole world is wet.

With tears of guilt,

Some memoirs burnt,

Some I try n rebuilt.

Its crazy how I behaved,

It was cruel too.

Its you, I always craved,

Everything is done and damn I can't undo.

I think, the heart cries,

I ask myself why.

No answers come out.

I search, I shout.

U're more than love to me,

U let me be,

U set me free,

U taught me love, n so much more.

U became skin that I wore.

Its hard to part,

N when I see you with someone else,

It hurts like a dart.

People ask how I am,

I smile, I reply.

But I aint happy, you might know the reason why.

I try n divert,

But my mind is pervert.

Its you it wants,

N with ur memories, it haunts.

Picture I try to Draw ~

A picture from dreams I try to paint,

Some shades are dark n some faint.

A picture of you,

Sitting by my side,

U sometimes appear n suddenly hide.

Hide somewhere, I can never find.

Sands of time just keeps pouring down,

I keep searching U in every town.

But, U r nowhere to be seen,

U r nowhere to be seen.

I draw with all my imagination.

Sitting at a distance,

Looking at me, U smile.

Very moment I wish to seize,

Oh ! its so worthwhile.

When I look at the canvas,

It is all empty.

U r nowhere to be seen.

U r nowhere to be seen.

I try to walk,

The streets we walked holding hands together,

They taunt me,

Ur memories haunt me.

U r still nowhere to be seen.

Nowhere to be seen.

Oh ! where have u been ?

Sometimes......

Sometimes I just wanna get out of myself and watch the world as I walk,

Sit down to hear myself talk.

Watch me from a distance and wave,

Wave at myself, as I head into a cave.

To hide from the world of hate,

Oh baby ! m tired of this wait,

I sit for hours watching the gate.

Its a battle between thoughts sometime,

N words I scribble tend to rhyme.

Eternal peace I search,

Roads my mind runs on never merge.

There's an unknown urge of seeking the unreal,

There's an ever so missing feel.

Is it you that I miss,

Or is it your ever so passionate kiss.

As I struggle through this bliss,

I just wish you to be near,

Hold me tight n curb away my fear.

I miss ur fragrance,

Miss ur hair falling on my face.

The look of never leaving me like this,

Only memoirs I am left with to cherish n embrace.

I just wish you to be near,

Hold me tight n curb away my fear.