Smoke Up ~

~ As the smoke I exhale,
Rises up in the air,
My head spins high,
My eyes turn pale,
I miss your touch,
I miss that smell of your hair,
Even the thought of you,
Lights up the gloomy mood,
Oh I just want you to stay,
In my mind even if that's your way.
Your wicked, evil way,
I travel each highway to find another you,
To run away from the blues.
Only love can heal me,
Love which is so hard to find,
I just wish I stay sane,
And don't loose my mind. ~

~ I dont see a point in celebrating Independence of a nation, who has just been deprogressing exponentially, where humanity is almost about to extinct, nil faith in judicial system or legal authorities, we are just free to watch extreme news and do nothing about it ~ Happy #$@$%@ @* Independence ! ~

More than a friend ~

~ I wanna know you more than a friend,
I wanna kiss you lying in sand,
I wanna walk on white sand beach,
Holding hands,
I wanna know you more than ever before,
I think that I've had enough,
But I still want more,
I'm drowning in your eyes.
It's not like I'm not visible,
Do you feel that it's impossible,
When we talk,  we don't talk at all,
Too weak to leave, too stubborn to give in,
We don't let go, we can't get close. ~

If Only ~

~ If only I could pause the time,
If only I could seize the flow of a million thoughts,
If only I could seize these words to rhyme,
I'd live in parallel worlds.
Teleport myself in a blink,
Relive memoirs of that blushful wink.
I try not to sink,
Everyone is so lost around,
No more ground,
To stand and even spread the arms,
The sands of time keep flowing,
We seize to grow,
The careless wind blows,
The million thoughts flow,
If only I could seize,
I lay frozen in my thoughts,
If only I could stop.
If only. ~