~ U're sMiLe iS doPe, It geTs me hiGh ! iTs fiLLeD wiTh hOpE n, Takes aWay aLL mY siGh. I juSt wiSh u kEep iT oN, EvEn wHen I aM LoNg goNe. ~

To Be A Child Once Again ~

I want to go back the memory lane,
Fall of the bicycle,
And feel that sweet pain,
I wanna race the streets,
Want all mom cooked treats.
Skin my knees,
Climb up the trees,
Eat fresh fruits,
Walk on tree roots.
I wanna go back the memory lane,
Bath in the tube well,
Now, life become so mechanical,
Just a living hell !!
I wanna go back the memory lane,
Have my window seat in an airplane,
Fly like birds in the sky,
No fear in the eyes.
I wanna go back the memory lane.

~ I sAw a dreAm oF yOu, iN iT wE LAy oN thE gRounD, wAtcHeD tHe sKy tuRniNg bLue, I woKe uP tO a sOuNd, nD reaLiZed u weRe nOt aRouNd ~

Wicked Mind ~

Crooked ways of wicked mind,
Its cruel in its own way,
N one of its kind.
A breeze of memoirs it gushes thru,
All I know is,
It is in search of you.
It seeks an adrenaline rush I assume,
Entire mind space it consumes.
The mind hallucinates ur presence,
Crooked mind leaves the senses with no choice.
Ears hear ur sweet voice,
The nose senses ur fragrance,
The skin shivers for the touch,
The eyes presume they see you,
But the heart knows,
Its a mirage,
Too good to be true.

Loving You ~

Loving you is like kissing a rose,

A feeling which only you can arouse.

For somethings in life you can never rule,

Like a summer scorching noon,

Sensuous lips,

And a lonely moon,

Like waves singing rhythmic tunes.

Life looks empty without your presence,

Like a line of poem without essence.

When you were near,

Life was dear,

Now you are apart,

Far n distant from the heart.

Far n apart,

Such distant words,

Like distant chords.

My love is true,

Like fresh winter mornings,

And the morning dew.

Just wish to stay forever with you,

Together forever and never apart,

May be in distance but always in our hearts.

Regret..

Things that I regret,

Like long lost bet,

Now its done,

I lost for sure,

I don't know who won.

I linger for more,

And the whole world is wet.

With tears of guilt,

Some memoirs burnt,

Some I try n rebuilt.

Its crazy how I behaved,

It was cruel too.

Its you, I always craved,

Everything is done and damn I can't undo.

I think, the heart cries,

I ask myself why.

No answers come out.

I search, I shout.

U're more than love to me,

U let me be,

U set me free,

U taught me love, n so much more.

U became skin that I wore.

Its hard to part,

N when I see you with someone else,

It hurts like a dart.

People ask how I am,

I smile, I reply.

But I aint happy, you might know the reason why.

I try n divert,

But my mind is pervert.

Its you it wants,

N with ur memories, it haunts.

Picture I try to Draw ~

A picture from dreams I try to paint,

Some shades are dark n some faint.

A picture of you,

Sitting by my side,

U sometimes appear n suddenly hide.

Hide somewhere, I can never find.

Sands of time just keeps pouring down,

I keep searching U in every town.

But, U r nowhere to be seen,

U r nowhere to be seen.

I draw with all my imagination.

Sitting at a distance,

Looking at me, U smile.

Very moment I wish to seize,

Oh ! its so worthwhile.

When I look at the canvas,

It is all empty.

U r nowhere to be seen.

U r nowhere to be seen.

I try to walk,

The streets we walked holding hands together,

They taunt me,

Ur memories haunt me.

U r still nowhere to be seen.

Nowhere to be seen.

Oh ! where have u been ?

Sometimes......

Sometimes I just wanna get out of myself and watch the world as I walk,

Sit down to hear myself talk.

Watch me from a distance and wave,

Wave at myself, as I head into a cave.

To hide from the world of hate,

Oh baby ! m tired of this wait,

I sit for hours watching the gate.

Its a battle between thoughts sometime,

N words I scribble tend to rhyme.

Eternal peace I search,

Roads my mind runs on never merge.

There's an unknown urge of seeking the unreal,

There's an ever so missing feel.

Is it you that I miss,

Or is it your ever so passionate kiss.

As I struggle through this bliss,

I just wish you to be near,

Hold me tight n curb away my fear.

I miss ur fragrance,

Miss ur hair falling on my face.

The look of never leaving me like this,

Only memoirs I am left with to cherish n embrace.

I just wish you to be near,

Hold me tight n curb away my fear.